USA
By John Washington
USA vs Brazil.
July 4, 1994. Stanford Stadium, Stanford. USA.
In the single second he lost consciousness after the Leonardo elbow blow to his temple, Tab Ramos heard samba music. Or, wait, was it an Uruguayan tango… or, could it have been… Green Day? Sometimes, he heard, that damn song still stuck in his head, my mind plays tricks, but then (on me) Tab was on the turf, shaking his legs like he wanted to shake them off and the camera caught him puckering his face shut in pain and he couldn’t feel his body and for a second the banging in his head stopped and he thought, I don’t want to die, and he knew that it was bad, thinking, Just keep my eyes open, and then closed his eyes and slipped back into a stupor.
For a moment he was back in Montevideo. A splinter of his left malar bone, knocked loose, damming minute cerebral arteries, bleeding others, blood starting to pool, pressing against the brain like a… or is that (the banging back) he thought, the beat of a tamborim, because it definitely isn’t Green Day, or that awful Gloryland World Cup anthem… or it could be the Brazilian fans celebrating the downfall of their Uruguayo midfielding nemesis…?
Tab’s eyes shot open.
A mayhem of stripes and yellow were collecting above him. He glimpsed a red flame shoot into the sky, held high by the French ref, signaling, Tab knew right away, Leonardo’s ejection, and then (always the competitor) he did a quick calculation: we’re not losing yet, though Romario won’t stop shaking his hips, trying to slip one in between Lalas and Meola, and now they’re gonna be down one. Not down a goal, but down a man. Not down like Escobar was down. No, not that Escobar, not the King of Cocaine who’d been down for six months, but the autogolista who put one in for us against Colombia, poor fella, great defender, good man from that upstart South American powerhouse, a country racked by violence and sniff at the same time the US, high as ever, celebrates booming business and even, maybe... skyward soccer…? Because Tab already knew what that codazo would mean for the sport in the US.
No, the ringing wasn’t the Brazilian fans, but the Independence Day rockets to come…
No, the ringing wasn’t the Brazilian fans, but the Independence Day rockets to come…
Yes, more than the Stewart goal against Colombia that put them into the round of 16, it was the Fall of Tab that left US soccer with a big enough If Only… to propel the MLS to solvency, to secure the national team a place in the next 5 cups, getting out of the group stage twice and even putting Tab back on the field as assistant coach 20 years later, in 2014, with the Brazilians now hosting. It was an If Only… that forever changed the nation’s attitude toward the sport, this game of inches played out before the world, inches that surge and sink nations: Bebeto’s ball nutmegging through Lala’s sliding legs, Leo’s elbow straight to Tab’s ducking temple, a game of if only a couple of inches down… or if only a couple of inches up… the passion of a country twisting with the spin of a bladdered ball… a holy post… a quick heel… Maradona’s Hand of God… the Central American soccer war… Baggio’s overshot PK… nothing more trivial in the world, and yet…
There was a tussle above him. Dooley chested away a nosy Silva. Both teams were rushing in, Portuguese and English crass-chattering against each other, up-chucked chins, pumped chests. The trainer whistled for the medics.
But before he was stretchered off, the concussing of the blood still working against his brain, Tab had another vision, saw another version of the If Only… in which his kroif works, the ball sings through Leonard’s legs, Tab highhorses it down the sideline and crosses it into the eighteen where a laid-out Perez headers it past Taffarel into the back of the net and then boom, Independence Day booms into the Stanford stadium, bodies as ecstatic as fireworks shooting out of their seats all across the States… the US scores on Brazil!… Goal! Goal! Go-Go-Go-GOOOAAAALLL!!! Tab saw it all, all of those if only inches…
But then, even in the vision, of course, some of the pain leaks in, his brain already swelling, and in the second half Brazil equalizes. Bebeto sneaks in a little left-footer, and they win, and Brazil would go on to win it all.